Category: thoughts
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The Loneliness of Seeing To Much
Sometimes I wonder how people move through life so loosely. I watch them walk through a day without a mental checklist running in the background. I watch them ignore a tone shift in conversation, or leave a task unfinished without it gnawing at their peace. I see them exist in a room where tension is…
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The Trial Inside My Head: Why I’m Finally Putting Down the Red Pen
If someone else spoke to me the way i speak to myself, I would call it emotional abuse. I would tell a friend to walk away from that relationship; I would recognize it as toxic and cruel. But because the voice lives inside my own skull, I call it “accountability.”
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The War Between the “Big Picture” and the Dirty Dishes.
I know the checklist of gratitude by heart. I have the “shoulds” perfectly memorised: The sun is shining. My daughter is happy and healthy. I have a safe home. I have people who love me and listen to me vent.
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8 Ways To Build Confidence (While Still Figuring Life Out)
For most of my life, I lived with a quiet, persistent suspicion: everyone else has a secret that i missed. I’ve spent years scrolling through social media, watching carefully curated lives unfold on a screen, and feeling the stinging ache of being “behind.” I compared my messy, unpolished reality to everyone else’s highlight reel and…
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The Invisible Timeline
Most of us walk through adulthood carrying a hidden document in our minds. It is unwritten, unspoken, and completely fictional, yet we treat it like a a binding legal contract. I call it the invisible timeline.
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The Performance of Being Good
Somewhere along the way I confused being good with being everything. Good mothers don’t lose their patience. Good partners don’t complain too much. Good women don’t need reassurance.
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The Social Media Spiral
It doesn’t start dramatically. It starts with a heavy sigh, a quiet moment on the couch, or a five-minute break between tasks. I pick up my phone. Just a scroll. Just a bit of “down time”.
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The Myth of Having it All Together
When we are children, adulthood looks like a fortress of absolute certainty. We watch the adults around us move through the world with an assumed authority, assuming they hold a secret map we haven’t been given yet.
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How to get your Toddler to Clean up (Without the Meltdowns)
Usually, those words are met with one of three responses: Immediate tears, and a dramatic loss of the use of their legs, or a tiny person running in the opposite direction.
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Still Figuring Life Out
There is a quiet pressure that tells us we should always have the next stepped mapped out. We are expected to have the perfect answers, the flawless routine, and a clear, unshakeable direction.
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